Jealousy at Work

So I'm at work now, helping process health insurance applications and it kinda sucks being exposed to people who have kids coming out of their wazoo. One of the partners of the office next-door has 5 kids. So, I'm filling out the app, daydreaming about how great it would be to have one of my own. Then I start getting delusional - role-playing in my head how I'm going to ask him if I can have one of them, to keep. As I go through this torture, I have this deep pit in my stomach, and a feeling of being pathetic for thinking these things.