Kids Smiling at me...
Right now I'm in Huntington Beach, CA on a business trip for about 2 months with a small at-home break in-between. It's really cool that while I'm here I get to spend alot of time on the weekends with my brother - we've been hitting some touristy spots, the beach, etc. What's interesting to me is that I am noticing that there are alot of little kids who catch my eye - smiling at me (or maybe someone behind me, who knows). Anyway, what does it mean? Do they see you as a pure soul who's going through alot of pain wishing for one of their own to come along? Do they see that I'm a natural fit to be a father - a really good one? It happens all the time.
I'm also noticing alot of transracial kids running around with their white families, and it's a nice thing to see... Just makes me excited about having our adopted children from S. America someday!
I'm also noticing alot of transracial kids running around with their white families, and it's a nice thing to see... Just makes me excited about having our adopted children from S. America someday!
3 Comments:
Hi honey! I have wondered the same thing when a baby catches my eye. They look at me so deeply. I really think babies are closer to G-d than we adults and have not yet forgotten the stuff that is behind the veil. it is kind of like a urgent message from Lassi..."What boy, are you saying Timmy fell in a well? Roof Roof...Oh he fell out of a tree! Good boy" Do these babies speak with their eyes...oh I do hope so and that they see a child within me...
I do notice many families that are obviously not related. I sometimes almost stare because I relate to that. I am always concerned that they think I may be judging them or gawking in fact it is the opposite..I want to be like them.
By Anonymous, at 2:46 PM
oops I forgot to sign that..but I am sure you know who is calling you honey ...at least you better;) alexhere from your kitchen ...the infertile gourmet
By Anonymous, at 2:47 PM
Perhaps you are seeing your own hopes and dreams reflected back at you...
By Silly Old Bear, at 5:00 PM
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